my life

Sometimes i wonder how the meaning of something changes with life...festivals are just like colors to one's life. This is understood well when you search the semantics of life. As all knows that DIWALI is the festival of light but one more thing i would like add here that is also a nostalgia especially when you are not with your family. I still remember the days of ignorant freedom. when the quotes of "sorry shaktiman "  everyone used to remember. some friend would say -"don't wear woolen and silken cloths as shaktiman told not to wear it".It was just like the an order for kids like me...After whole day of fasting at evening papa used to say-"everyone come for Lakshmi pooja". As from evening itself the competition used to start i usually missed out at that fierce bombarding battle. But when late night  I used to come up after "the Lakshmi pooja" the competition used to be well over and i could hear my crackers monopoly...

ever since i became conscious i have gone through many things but adventure of quest for god has been really alluring and hidden. "hidden", i would say because because it comes from within myself and i think to many of you also. when we look around , we find many things which keep us in confusion , believe it or not. sometimes believing it may be blind faith, rituals or something which is either explained or have no clue of it. sometimes i think that ( i may be wrong) something people can't understand or don't have reason to , may seem to be extraordinary and cause of a faith. But sometimes this thinking proves to be wrong and sometimes may be or it is! . some of the people i talked to has so strong faith that i myself think that if i'm not believing then i'm committing sin. And in few cases my faith gets the strength. I always has one question in mind that one who has queries or believes in reasoning or logic , is he a atheist?....if u r reading this articl...

how closer i thought you to be! how far you are ! how desperate i am ! how mean you are! running towards you staking at everything, i let you everything whatever i could but you could not give anything which you should! endless dreams of beautiful nights, the charm of moon as i feel you, you are fading away soon. as i search the ladder you go up and up as i go softer you'r becoming rough and rough. should i pick up the escalator or you will be calm would you give me an opportunity or i should keep believing my palm please! come and embrace me before i kill my zeal don't fade away your appeal come soon until your importance i feel.

as soon as you come thrilling inside in your presence the feelings are irrevocable I'm pretty well far ! when you are not around your image is faverishly sought i'm caught up in the revalries I'm pretty well far ! lost in ur quizzical impression i feel your soul besides thinking about you in squirm I'm pretty well far ! In your absence searching for you in ur presence thinking what to do your pains becomes my woe I'm pretty well far ! gliding in the dreams i forget my pain i wish! we could meet in rain...... I'm pretty well far ! wish ur pains becomes mine no fissures could come in ur path praying ...!!! your glory would shine I'm pretty well far ! let me be in my seclusion never come to my affliction let me woo in dreams........ I'm pretty well far ! ------------ prashant kumar mishra

water Illa! In hindi there is a proverb- "jal hi jeevan hai" means water is life. i used to read it in books and articles but never realised this fact. I used to think that its not for us .It is only valid for desert region. water was never a matter of talk ( as i come from a flood effected area where where ever u look u will find water and water everywhere....). For the past few days i realised that how precious water can be! whole day i managed but when i saw a herd of student having bottles in their hand and wandering around i understood that it was quest for non other than that......... suddenly a light of hope came in my mind that it seems that they are getting the it anyhow..... so, then i was no exception and walked through their footprints. finally got the rid of a day long thirst.....(in such situation water has different taste u know!) .well! as the quest ended i remembered the days when i hated this in...

poison of depression a person in depression have no aggression , never have happy impression the life seems to be of short duration........... person forgets his goal thinking that it is out of reach this lowers the person in deep ditch...... everything goes wrong way, feeling himself in deep trouble everyday..... thinking today it will rain but it appears sunny day.......... putting in more effort all the same, not getting success this defeat pinches............ solution to this is, let the thing going in their own way as it is well said, it can be late one day destiny will open its gate............. so,don't be in hurry let the worry bury in a boiling curry! --------------- prashant mishra

I LOVE YOU ever since i saw you you drag me to you i wanna say only one thing that i love you.......................... the day you came to my life the day brought everything the day your fragrance spread deep into my soul ever since i saw you........................... .. ...